Friday, November 7, 2008

Tagged by Janet and Martin ^^

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.


2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.


3. Post that picture with NO editing.


4. Post these instructions with your picture.


5. Tag 10 people to do this




haha....actually i just back from badminton lor... then i think this pic not bad^^....luckily not in bad condition =.= yay!

i would like to tag :

1. da jie~~
2. bee hoon~~
3. cass --> xiao fan~~
4. martin~~ (dun care)
5. chee ding~~
6. sylvia~~~
7. janet~~ (dun care XD)
8. ah lai~~
9. connie~~ the ba bao
10. florence~~

Thursday, October 2, 2008

记忆的碎片.....

回到古晋已经超过一个礼拜.....发现古晋其实还是没有两样....我还是我,驾着那辆白色轿车,去我想去的地方。家还是家....我的房间还是我的房间....除了大部分装饰都已被姐姐的所有物所占据....

今天下午,忽然心血来潮,拉开那猪肝色的老旧抽屉....发现那没良心的姐姐把我原本的装饰品统统塞进了抽屉....没办法,只好坐下来慢慢整理了呢~

把上面一层的装饰品处理完毕后....呈现在我眼前的...竟使我的心抖了一下....一张张的照片;一封封的贺卡与信;一个个纪念品....对了....回来后的空虚感....我终于知道是什么了....

开心地拿起那一帖照片,我一张张地看过....一直看到我们高三班照...突然发现我落泪了(这不是电影特技...我真的流泪了)翻啊翻的....鼻子也不争气地酸了....回忆的碎片也有如倒带一样,在我的脑袋中渐渐合并....我突然好想大家哦 T_T.....sob...

想说好不容易封闭了想念大家的不舍....唉...情绪化地收拾了抽屉,平复了心情后,下午就朦朦胧胧地过了.....到了晚上,发现爸妈好像有一点瓜葛,只好自己到外面找东西吃了....出门前我一直在按电话,因为如果是我一个人出去,爸爸会不肯....结果发现,我一通电话都无法打出...连要发出短讯都不知该发给谁....

结果我还是撒了谎,说我约了人....驾驶在渐暗的大道上,我难得地靠左走,缓慢而漫无目的地让一辆辆车越过我.....看着街灯一盏盏地过, 突然好心酸....一会儿后,我到了辉盛的小贩中心,找了一个少人的地方坐下,安静地吃我的饭....叫了一碗metahorn....发现老板好像忘了放糖,但是还是算了....吃着不好吃的metahorn, 看着周围的桌子,发现我就好像是孤岛...被世界所遗忘....

吃饱了,我站起来,发现才7.30pm...还无法回家,因为平时的我是不可能那么早回家的....只好孤身一人到对面的公园散步......整个公园静悄悄地,只听得到自己的拖鞋声....我漫无目的地绕着公园走啊走....想说机会难得,我该好好欣赏古晋的星空....mana ezai...乌云叔叔正在跟月亮婆婆打36圈麻将....算了....我就坐在秋千上,发短讯给在古晋的朋友....但是没有人回复....在如此寂静的环境,我一如往常地开始唱起了歌,也一如往常的,我爱唱的始终是优美而悲伤的曲子....唱着唱着,泪又在眼眶中打转....虽然答应了自己,我不会再轻易掉泪....但是此刻我只觉得好孤单....我不行了....

9pm 了...进入车子之前,我看到了月亮婆婆....发现当初伤心时,看到的月亮也是如此....开心兴奋时,月亮也是如此.....不同的是,如今我是一个人....不曾想过阅览了一遍电话簿, 我竟然无法联络任何人....好在我是个环境爱好者....轻风姐姐刚刚稍微安慰了我....唱歌时,柳树姐姐也附和了我....过去的好日子原本就是回不来的....我已经不再是当初的我了,相信你也是吧....我已经学习不再回头看,过去的好坏回忆;恩惠罪孽;已经被我收到心的最底层....不希望一生中最好的回忆会拖住自己向前进....但是大家将会是我向前走的动力....世界上还是有对我好的你们....不会再被不平的对待所打败....

相信我不会再.....轻易落泪了吧....相信我不会再....为轻言浅事而烦躁情绪化了.....很遗憾地....我选择了彻底改变....我还是我....然而,我已不再是我了....

Friday, September 26, 2008

Tagged~

Tagged by Sexy Janet~

The rules and regulations:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known
facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags back!!

(i) Only check my mail when new messages is above 3
(ii) Click 'refresh' at desktop after launching whatever program -_-''
(iii) Do the push-spectacle-action even if i dont hve one...
(iv) Instead of angry...will try to find a reason for others, and forgive them...
(v) Sing when there is no one around me
(vi) Keep checking my back when i am alone--> lack of 安全感
(vii) Once regard one as a precious fren, will remains forever(?), neglecting whatever issues or incidents
(viii) Like to do an imaginary 射箭 action -_-''
(Ix) Can keep looking at the sky without doing anything for hours...
(x) Once feel the wind during night time, will imagine i can fly....above the cloud, looking at the moon silently...
(xi) Nowadays will add "fuck! , What the hell?? , the hell.. , diao....'' before i continue my sentences...( cham lor...)
(xii) When panic, will keep coughing...(but not sure now will or not, last time i'm sure i will)
(xiii) Sing whenever i'm driving....
(xiv) Very 'high' when playing bowling...if got nice music, will somehow dance abit , hehe...
(vx) Remind myself everyday, ''Must be more mature than yesterday i was...never sad for those worthless stuff or people"

Tag...da jie, jing si, beehoon, chee ding, cass, martin , ah lai.....

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p/s sorry all....din managed to update my blog....rush journey....will try update more ^^v

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

First Presentation ~~~

Sorry guyz...it's been a long time since i last updated my blog. Now i finally finished all my assignment, and done my presentation (actually stil got 1...next mondayT_T)

Ok, this time i gonna talk about my presentation =D

Well, so far i hve done few assignments...they are business accounting, basic professional writing and programming...Few days ago i just did basic professional writing's presentation...i'll tell you all whats it about.

Actually we can choose whatever topic we want, as long as it is interesting. We have to imagine that we doing a proposal plan to a company, and need to persuade them to accept our plan. Therefore, the assignment must included :
1. introduction
2. background
3. proposal plan
4. schedule
5. budget
6. staffing
7. authorization

Then i have to present proposal plan...quite fun de...Oops...forgot to introduce to you about my topic..Our topic is : GPS Navigators.
Dunno how to explain...just like...installing a GPS navigators in your vehicle, and use the GPS system to track road through mapping information, and can receive the latest information of the road's situation...cool huh =D

Anyways, thats not the point!!! The main point is.....i was wearing formal suit while presenting!!!!
Okok...i noe you DEFINITELY INTERESTED in my look rite~~~okok, i understand XD

let me show u =D...
This is 自拍照 XD....looks ok?

We took this picture after having lunch at Wendy...actually i wan 自拍...but accidently shoot tiok some spiritual thingy....dotz...-_-''

T7~~all leng zai leng lui~~~

During presentation...i introducing my group member...and that sohai guy(waving hand de) ho, pls ignore him...

haha...tatz my first presentation...quite happy and fun neh...good experience =D
and i found that, actually i look ok wif formal suit XD....

Thursday, July 31, 2008

MAXIS WIRELESS BROADBAND – THE UNRELIABLE

I found this post when i was pissed off by MAXIS BROADBAND....it's quite long...but hope you can read it patiently!

copied from :
http://crizlai.blogspot.com/2008/05/maxis-wireless-broadband-unreliable
.html

I have been extremely patient and when a person’s patience is extended until the maximum, anyone would have burst out in anger? What more being patient for up to 15 months? This is what will happen when things had gone wrong without any proper explanations. In fact, I do not think Maxis has any explanations at all. I do not think there are any good communication practices from the top level management down to the staff as well as their contractors (sub-contractors in fact). Nobody seems to know what the other is doing.

The bloggers is a big community and can you think what will happen if everyone who is using the service complain? I am going to share with you the trauma and bad dreams I had when I had put in my 100% confident and belief in a company that WAS ONCE BELIEVED to be the top communication service provider in Malaysia. Even their 012 and 017 mobile phone services are beginning to drop in sales. Who would want to receive explanations like “who asked you to live in a valley” and “Penang tall building a lot, so sometimes frequencies do get blocked”. When a person complained, they want explanations and solutions, not just some craps that come out illogically and as an insult.

Here are some of my scenarios that occurred during the last 15 months of usage. Maybe this will help many new subscribers to reconsider applying to a service that is so inconsistent and unstable that you can only use to check mails (but not all the time).

“Sir, can you log into 192.168.0.1 and check the connection status. Is it connected or disconnect? Now can you check your network type? Is it HSDPA, UMTS, EDGE or unlimited service? Can I know the cell ID reading? Now can I know the RSSI, RSCP and Ec/lo readings?” Is this not what you would be asked if you call the 1-800-822-000 hotline number? It sounded like they are reading off a piece of paper and being not so personal after all. But then this will happen if only you can get hold of anyone from the customer service department, which WAS SUPPOSED to be a 24-hours service centre?

Most of the time, you would just be forced to listen to all the rest of their crap services and wasting your mobile phone credits away. Well, more than RM600 worth of mobile phone credits used up to call the hotline during this 15 months is not a big deal to them right? It is not their money but the hard earned money of the consumers. “Apa lah, why use handphone to call? Use lah house phone.” Have they ever thought of the reason why a consumer uses wireless broadband instead of fixed line broadband? If got fixed line, who would be so stupid to use mobile phone ESPECIALLY PREPAID to make calls to the extremely high cost hotline?

Initially when I activated my 384kbps package account in March 2007, the service was good. Even within the 1-month cooling period, there were only minor disruptions. Not bad, paying RM68 a month and getting such speed was reasonable compared to going to cyber cafes. Everything changed after the one month cooling period and only then was I informed that there would be a penalty of RM800 plus if I was to breach the contract of 18 months. Nobody told me that, I was only asked to sign in the form as the rest were filled by the agent. Is this another desperate bid by the agents for sales without concerning about the welfare of consumers if ever they face any problems in the future?

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The first 2 months down the road got bad to worst. Frequent disruption of services, network problems and each call would give the same reason of Maxis doing upgrading to higher speed and assured us that we will benefit the higher and faster browsing experience WITH NO EXTRA COST. Anybody would fall for that. I waited patiently again until the customer service confirmed that everything was up and moving. By that time, I was still experiencing the slow or practically no connection. NO CONNECTION or only maximum of 3 hours slow browsing per day for 3 MONTHS? It took them 3 MONTHS to send a technical person over to find my modem faulty and replaced one. What a great service? The wonderful thing was that I was stopped from going to the nearest Maxis branch to check my modem. “You don’t have to go over, our technical people will check for you.” What a joke… 3 MONTHS!

I did ask for a rebate for not able to use the service through one of the customer service personnel. I was stupid not to follow up and trust the sweet talking lady to do so. I waited but no rebates. Surprisingly, no reports on my problems and rebates were recorded in their system. I was only given a two-month rebate only last month when I got to meet up with the branch manager of the Penang Northam Road Branch. RM136 rebate for spending hundreds on handphone calls, petrol and parking fees, not forgetting the thousands I had lost for not being unable to follow up with my online business deals. REBATE? What a nice term to justify complaints…and keep the customer happy with peanuts. LOL!

After many visits to the branch, the branch manager finally decided to grant me a 3-month trial period with the upgraded package of RM98/month with 3.6Mbps connection. 3.6Mbps? I would be really happy if I ever got even 1Mbps of connection. In the end, after checking the provided Maxis speed test for a few days, the maximum it went up was 400kbps. That is only a bit better (150 kpbs more but average it is much lower than that) than the previous package but paying RM30 more. Did I get the information wrong? 3.6Mbps or 300kbps? Something is not right too. They had removed the speed check widget with reasons that it had expired. Reason or avoiding more complaints? You think it out.

I called the hotline again and got the normal repeated conversation but this time better. “Sir, can you please switch off your modem, pull out the network cable and unplug the power cable and off your computer. Wait for 20 minutes and I shall help you to reset the network over here.” Sounded great. 30 minutes later, I called back after having no changes at all in the reading and asked for the lady who assisted me. (PLEASE get their names each time you call for your record to complaint but I do not think you would even want to apply one now :P) “Sir, she had gone back. Maybe I can assist you. Have you off the modem… blah blah blah…” Again? “Oh, I shall pass this case to the technical department and they will call you. Anything else I can do for you? If not, thank you for calling Maxis.” I gave up! How to contact me when she did not even ask for my contact number as I had found out that they will not key in the contact unless you stressed to them to do so? What a helpful service. LOL

Oh… I forgot about one incident when I was at the branch getting some solutions on how to make my connection better. “Sir, I have checked with my colleagues and they agreed to terminate your account without penalty. Did you bring your modem and telephone for the termination?” Huh? What? I came here for solutions and she asked me to terminate my account. Are we having communication breakdown here or they are trying to shoo me away after dozens of recorded complaints? Is this what you call customer service? It sounded more like pushing problems aside in the fastest way. I am not falling for that as I still have 50% confidence that they would rectify the problems.

After having 4 technical visits and 4 replaced ZTE modems, an engineer who was reliable and believed to be from the Maxis own technical group finally came. (Reliable? LOL. He made an appointment on a Friday but did not show up and came on a Sunday when I was half way out of town. Luckily, an occupant who had called in sick for work was at my rented office.) It seemed that the signal received at my office was not strong enough to get higher speed. ONE YEAR to tell me that? After using his MAGICAL LAPTOP to hunt for the best signal, it ended up in one of the occupant’s bedroom. (I should have cancelled my trip to stay back to watch this, maybe he will hunt down a ghost too. LOL) Can you imagine having an office downstairs and a modem in another person’s room? Not bad with the convenience right?

After following his advice to buy a crossed cable (RM40 to get a 15m one at my own expense), I got the permission of the occupant to put my modem in his room. Talk about privacy. I guessed he has just lost it! LOL. Hooray! The line was great! I managed to get the HSDPA fast connection but for just a day after some raining spell. The service switched from HSDPA to UMTS as it likes making browsing practically impossible at such a low 49kbps. I called the hotline again and they said there were no reports on Penang having network problems. “Sir, can you log in speedtest.net and check the connection speed?” What an idiotic person she was. I could not even get Yahoo to show up and she asked me to check my connection speed.

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Until now as I am still typing this post, I am still facing problems with the connection. No rain and humid day and yet the network type is still jumping and switching crazily. Browsing takes ages and sometimes I need to refresh few times before I could get into a site? Using Windows Live Messenger (WLM) is like playing “hide and seek”. It connects and disconnects nonstop and incoming emails would not even get updated.

No wonder they are gaining the name of MAXSUCKS. Well, I have no comment on that but I had experienced losing 5 occupants and created 2 enemies out of them just because of the line problems. Another one would be in the process if this problem did not get rectified soon. Handling online business, investing in commodities, share market or forex would NOT WORK at all with the speed and instability Maxis is providing so frequently. Every seconds and minutes count. Now who is at a losing end? Another thing is that if you are a blogger (especially those relying on making money through blogging) or a web developer, you can say goodbye to your dreams. You would lose out in your bidding and hundreds or thousand worth of businesses.

Do you want to know why? Well, just look at the screen shots below. It happened so frequent that you feel like smashing your computer to pieces no matter you are using Firefox or Internet Explorer as your browsers. Those present users should know this. Their so called maintenance is frequently done from 11pm until 4am on WEEKENDS (Friday to Sunday) where most people would have the extra free time to surf more. Wonderful! They forced you to spend more time in bed right? Not bad, at least you are safe from paying more for replacing your broken computer. LOL.

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ERRORIE

You can check out the MAXIS FAQ on waiving the penalty and no commitment needed but with all the problems I had faced, I do not think I would like to have another person facing the same trauma. If I were to write more on other situations, this post will never end. I am contemplating to switch to other ISP but there are still many problems and hidden costs that I will need to consider. What I want is to have stability and minor or none disrupted service to be able to save the already affected online business. If you happen to come across this post, please do give advice on the following packages available from other ISP and which do you think is the best for a person without wired line.


Something i wanna mention is that, i went to SPEEDTEST.NET, and guess what i get? highest download 343kb, upload 152kb, and the package shows that i should have speedy 3.6Mbps!!!....I AM USING MAXIS BROADBAND!!! RM138 EACH MONTH!!!

And guess what my sis get? she is using streamyx, each month RM66, she got download 502, upload 180!!!!

WHAT THE SHYT ARE YOU??? I SUSPECT MAXIS IS TRYING TO CHEAT OUR MONEY WITH THE SO-CALLED-CONTRACT!!!! I WILL TAKE ACTION IF THIS PROBLEM IS NOT SOLVED BY NEXT YEAR!!!! I GUESS NEWSPAPER ARE WILLING TO POST SOMETHING MORE INTERESTING!!!!


Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Tag =D

Since nowadays many people like to post tagged questionnaire....i guess i should do at least once as well XD....

Well, this actually comes from mui hoon, thanks ar =D

Rules:
Answer the questions, you can answer yes or no, but it may require some details.
Notify the person you tag by sending this link to them and by putting their name on the title of your tag post. You have to tag 2 persons only.

I was tagged by mui hoon :

Name 20 people before you answer the questions:

-->Yee Yyn
-->Janet
-->Wan yi da jie
-->Jossen
-->Victor da jie fu
-->Mui hoon
-->Adam
-->KKL
-->JT
-->Yi chia jiajia
-->Jessy
-->Cassendra
-->Siaw ying bamboo girl
-->Mei ruu
-->Usun
-->Wan ling
-->Florence
-->Wen Chuan (UTAR)
-->Yen Ling
--> Ah wei

1)What was your most embarrassing moment in your life?
Hmm...hard to recall any of them...but i guess the recent one is that when i was walking back from school, i was listening to my handphone(Song, and i was wearing headset); Suddenly i heard someone behind me who was riding a motorcycle, saying "Bye Bye!", then due to my reflex, i turn back while replying "Oh, bye bye!"....but guess what, i dunno that guy...and he is actually greeting to his frenz=.=.....then i heard them laughing when i walked away immediately....embarassing...diao...

2)What is worst meal you ever had?
Worst meal...i appreciate all food given wo...even if i was served with yucky food, i will figure out another way to fill my stomache...so...i guess i avoided all should-have-happened ''worst meal'' gua...

3)What one thing make hairs on your back stand up and creep you out?
Dunno le...a sudden goosebump will helps on that...or stand at a high place without any railing...oh...and when i thought that i felt something=.=....choi!!!!

4)What one movie made you have nightmare after watching?
lol, actually not even one of them....but there is one...er...strange experience...actually i only watched the preview and short part of "Transformer".....then in my dream, i saw some sort of robot(transformer+maple / 2)...attacking us...and i was the only one survived, exclude those i dragged out from the room...others were killed by those robot when they were sleeping....quite scary and real....but now i recall ho...kinda stupid also lar=.=...

5)Have you ever broken bone or need stitches?
Nope....but one of my fren broke his leg in front of me....his leg became "L" shape...so scary...

6)What was your worst nightmare date?
I wish i can experience once....i mean date=.=....exclude the word "nightmare"...

7)What your worst birthday gift?
"Neglect"....actually they forgot...i even need to...beg..?...them to accompany me...haha, but after all...siaw ying and cassendra accompanied me...touched...especially siaw ying...never go out de...thanks o!!

8)Ever been skinny dipping?
Whoa...definitely no...can you imagine the consequences if i did that....gosh=.=..

9) Have you ever stolen any thing?
er...i think i stole some money from my parents when i was a child....and i believe that most of us did that rite? Anyways....i still feel sorry for that childish mistake....sorry dad, sorry mom...

10)Have you ever lied to your parents?
Dont tell me u never did that....the answer is kinda obvious huh...

11)Have you gotten in trouble with law?
If 闯红灯 is included....then yes...

12)Have you ever taken nude photos of self or make sex video?
Nude photos? Not confident at all.......Make sex video? You think i experienced sex?....=.=

Well....i don't know what is the result of this questionnaire=.=....suan le, just wanna have some fun, hahas....if i found any other interesting tagged questionnaire, will post again =D

**Please take note that, next post is about my future, where will i go next year, STAY TUNE**

Monday, July 21, 2008

I cannot see my future....KNS!!!!!!

Hello all.....last time i told u guyz that, we are going to Kampar next year rite? still remember? As UTAR's main campus is actually at there....

But, last week we were gathered for an announcement....that is : We can't go to Kampar anymore...for some...not-that-good-reason...well, though ONE of the reason is valid and is quite reasonable....but still, helo? UTAR, you guyz promised us....when i handed in my application form....but what the fuck is this?????? KNN!!!

That night....i totally lost my interest in studies....just sitting there, but not eating, not talking, not playing computer, and of course, not studying....my mind was empty....i don't know what should i do....i don't know how to inform my parents....i don't know....i don't know....i don't know how should i 'crawl' through my next 2.5 years....DAMMIT!!!!

Well....obviously we will what happened next, the day after the announcement....UTAR's telephone never stop(i assume), since quite many parents phoned to complain about it....including my eldest brother....and all of them got the same answer:"Er...our management department is currently meeting, we will inform you later." KNN lar....if still got meeting why informed us first?? If still got meeting why tell us that that is the final decision???? _l_ NAH!!!!

Since they 交待得不明不白, our senior(sem2) decided to take action....that is...petition!! And beyong my imagination....jonathan is taking part of it....and so do i =.=.....we even wrote letter for the petition....and ask students to sign for us....(if they too, agree with us).

And now, we are still gambate-ing....and both sem1,sem2, are trying our best to do whatever we can do, to increase the miracle's happening-rate....we really hope to go KAMPAR, as UTAR promised us last time ....and that is why i decided to join UTAR. ( now then give me those bullsh!t, what do u expect?? want us to smile and say:"Oh ur dumb reason is SOOOO good! we accept ur decision" hia??)

Anyways....currently still having a 'final war' with our school.....final result will be posted as soon as we got it....fellow friends~~~PRAY FOR US!!!! HOPE UTAR UPHOLD THEIR PREVIOUS COMMITMENT!!!